A few days before Christmas...

I'm here at home, 2dpo on cycle 18 and this is our 2nd xmas w/no BFP or baby. I never thought it would take this long or be this hard. I am on my 3rd cycle of Clomid w/an HCG trigger shot. It's been 5 cycles since my laparoscopy/hysteroscopy surgery to unblock my tubes and get rid of stage 1 endo and a ton of scar tissue from previous abdominal surgeries. I also have a LPD and FINALLY 300mg/day of vit B6 is doing the trick! I am hopeful, just as I am on each cycle, but as each one comes and goes, I am less and less hopeful and afraid to allow myself to hope or get my expectations up just to hurt when AF comes.